It’s me.
It’s all me...
Apparently I can’t and haven’t been ovulating for a while.
And again, they are trying to diagnose me with PCOS. I KNOW my
body and I know I don’t have PCOS. There has to be something more to this.
There has be another reason why I’m not ovulating…
This whole journey has been so heartbreaking and frustrating. I
don’t even know how to feel anymore. I’m tired of crying and feeling this
heartache. Infertility is no joke, I feel you, and those of you have tried for
years with not a single drop of success. I feel like a pretender, I’ve been so
lucky to have three children prior to this. My heart breaks for those of you
whom haven’t succeeded. Who haven’t seen those two tiny pink lines. My heart goes out to you, I carry your sorrow as well in these last 10 months.
I think we have decided to stop trying, we were prescribed Clomid, but we are going to put everything on the back burner until later this summer to early fall. I want us to spend some time getting back to each other. You know .. put the "fun" back into it. ;)
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